I'll say it again as I do every year. I don't care if it's THE GRAMMYS or THE OSCARS or any award show. How the f*** do you play music over the acceptance speeches? "Record Of The Year" just for example. Why do you think we're watching? Why do you think they are there? These shows are stale. The formats old. And yet we still watch for those moments. There is no explanation that explains it. Annoying to the nth power... Always loved the movie FRESH. We all like the young kid as a player storylines. But when you couple that with real depth, empathy and humanity it's much more powerful. The last scene with SEAN NELSON shown on today's cover still kills me all these years later... Post surgery patience is on empty. Really tired of sparring with people in my own "house." Tired of repeating and revisiting the same old stuff. Things have to change. Never been in the military. Probably not for me. But to move forward sometimes I like the whole giving orders and people executing them thing. Maybe just my situation but feeling it hard today. Support not opposition. Anticipation not unreadiness. Answers and corrections not excuses... Half of MILLI VANILLI quotes REDEF... Happy Birthday to STEVE LEEDS and MIKE HIRSHLAND.